I'm trapped in my room now. My brother has this guy in the house who was here last night and the guy is creepy. I feel him staring at me and when I went downstairs to get a drink last night he says to me:
I think I like you.
so I'm like O_o because I've said five words to him out of politeness (because my brother leaves him in the house ... WHY?). My brother does not think about anyone else I swear! I feel this guys eyes.
I asked him what did he say and he repeats himself. I tell him "it happens." and leave. He doesn't even know my name and he likes me? No, he likes the way I look in clothes and the way my face looks and how it might be to sleep with me. UGH!
I can't. I'm going to listen to Rage Against the Machine.
Oh did I meantion that he wrote me a note ... that I just threw in the trash!
I'm hungry and my brother is feeding him the food my mother bought (he's good for that shit. feeding strays. He barely cooks for this family.) and I won't go down stairs because I don't feel like being stared at and UGH!
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Get this they just sent food up and i'm not eating it because Country (...that's the dude's name or something) made some home fries and said I wouldn't throw it away. is he trying to seduce me with my own fucking food? <>_<> put that shit in the mircrowave, I only snack in my room.
There's rice on the plate. I can barely stand rice because my mom wants to have it in every meal. I DON'T WANT THIS SHIT! I WANT TO FEED MYSELF WITHOUT FEELING LIKE I'M BEING UNDRESSED BY A STRANGER!