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[razrbldromances]

I havent entered in awhile but yea i went to the ER room after homecoming after killing myself with too many RX drugs and alcohol. Then i also got in a car crash but no damage was done to my car only to the Audi that hit me. and i got caught racing on huntington twice. i got my lisence suspended i got it back about a month ago but cant drive because of skool shit. and yea i really like this girl and im taking my time with her and were becoming like best of friends rite now so hopefully it works out.

A Heros Ending

the burning is now blistering
as the rope chokes away each breath
the lost words are trapped in my esophagus
did u ever tear us apart
but the end can never be so painless
so take this blade from my wrist
cause like a thorn its digging deeper and deeper into my vein
wipe away the blood that u kissed from my wound
this a storybook ending with a lil twist
the hero doesnt die in this one.
so believe ur lies cause i never signed my soul away to your heart
take this pill that rest upon my tongue
and cure the effects
the vicodin takes your burning face and turns it into a feeling of hope
when i awake i see the disgrace
and my heart breaks with the sight of your eyes
theres 40oz. to freedom only 20 more to death
but suffering this misery feels like an award
so after the pills wore off did u find the answers
or just more of your lies
i love your pain
i hate your love....