The things we do just to stay alive...
I wish Thursday was years away. It's final, we are putting Rusty to sleep at 4:00 on Thursday. It feels like i'm losing my best friend...When I look at him it feels like he knows hes dying. Just the look in his eyes are filled of hoplessness when hes not on his pain medication. He has cancer all in his left leg and it's spreading all over. It's in his lungs now. He has to limp around cause it's pretty big. I dont know, I dont know how to handle all this. I know it's for the best...