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uuuhhh. yea. nothing too intresting happened. Thanksgiving was yesterday. my family are complet fuck-ups<3 I cant type, and i dont really give a shit, so deal.
i stayed the night with my grandparents and went with my grandpa early in the morning to get a few things a lows and then we wet out to eat. its never boring with my grandparents. they're so ... oh whats the word...abnormal. orginal/ unique mabye? i like people like that..like, that arnt so fucking up tight and like ot have a good time, not do everything that everyone else does. . .
im going horseback riding tommrow. i love horses. they're absolutly amazing<3 my poor dog bites himself a lot this time of year. hes getting old. hes like 70 something in dog years. poor baby. i feel bad.even though there is nothing i can really do....but he loooks so lonely all of a sudden.
drew was supposed ot come over the other day to han out...but i fogot about it, an i went out and by the time i go online i thik he just eneded up leaving someplace else...prolly with vanessa or something. humph. i dont know what to do. i know that he wouldnt be using me if he wanted a relationship, i made sure of it. and i have gotten to know him more, and definitl respect him more. idk though.. i dont want to fall for him too ard though, i dont need the drams people seem to create and i dont thik hes really that into me neways. he said he lieks me.. but honeslty, ow many peopl has he said that too? then there is brian..he says he lieks me..and its so easy to talk to him. i liek him too. laura asked hi about it and he said it wa complicated but smiled. istill thinks he lieks dani, just by the way that he looks at her, liek she the only thing els thats in the room wothy of talkign to. ts amazing. i know hat when i get a boyfreind...i want him to look at me lie that,cause them i know hes worth my time and i hav a reason to care for him.........so i guess for now, all i have to do is wait, play it out...thy like me fr me, great! im not changing, and im certinaly not letting myself get used.