Just as I thought
Well, I finally got her to leave. She came down and stayed with me for a few days and as I thought, other than her looks, she hasn't changed a bit. I'm still in love with her, or so I think, and I told her how I felt. But, as expected, she's had a rough time in the past six months and isn't ready for a relationship with anyone and because of that, she's not sure how she feels about me. I told her everything I wanted to tell her about how over the past six years I been dwelling on one incident, or rather, the lack there of. I told her how I feel now, after being with her for a few days, seeing how she is now. And yes, her looks have changed, but its her personality I'm after.....oh wait....did I mention she got MORE beautiful? Well the point is, I realize I still care for her deeply and she's the only one I would travel that distance to go get. She now knows how I feel, and I told her that no matter how she feels toward me today, yesterday, or tomorrow, I never want to lose her friendship, so please don't let anything I said come between the friendship we have and always will. I also said, when you do figure out what you want, if it includes me, I want you to know, I want you back. After everything I said, she told me she was flattered, but again, she needs time before she can even think about making a decision.