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My sleep cycle is officially fucked. I can't straighten out and its making me a very cracked out girl.
The drama cycle seems to be calming down, which is good. It's weird how everything drama seems to happen within the same 2 week period everytime. And this time it was right on top of midterms which almost made me lose it. I actually cried this week which is super rare for me. I cry maybe once every four to five months. Not a crier. But I felt so much better after, it was very cathartic.
I dragged my butt to clinical even though it was the absolute last thing on earth I wanted to do this week and ended up with a 15 year old boy with multiple trauma who just about made me cry right there at the bedside. Normally I'm great at handling the messed up shit that goes with being a nurse, but this was just so heavy for me. Definitely never gonna be a paediatric nurse. Anyone who can handle children in those situations has my respect, because I would just be in tears all the time if it was me.
Tonight was an awesome girls' night out. Danielle, Mary, Erinn, Jenna and her friend Jodie and me were going to see Marie Antoinette but it was sold out wen we got there. We saw The Departed instead and holy fucking shit was it amazing. I figured with the cast it would be at least decent even if the plot wasn't the greatest but I was blown away. The ending is amazing, the acting is phenomenal and since its set in Boston its super Irish. I will see it again in theaters if anyone is going. We also went to the Crepe Cafe on Queen and it was also amazing. I had a banana and Nutella crepe that was just like the ones you get from the little places in Paris. The only downside was Jenna lost her cell and none of us could find it.
Going to my parent's house after the career fair at Ryerson tomorrow. I want the St. Mike's people's information. I'm thinking its where I want to stay when I graduate. Credit Valley was ok, but too slow paced. The nursing home is also way too slow. I'm waiting to try the maternity thing but I'm really starting to like trauma and neuro. Decisions, decisions.
The drama cycle seems to be calming down, which is good. It's weird how everything drama seems to happen within the same 2 week period everytime. And this time it was right on top of midterms which almost made me lose it. I actually cried this week which is super rare for me. I cry maybe once every four to five months. Not a crier. But I felt so much better after, it was very cathartic.
I dragged my butt to clinical even though it was the absolute last thing on earth I wanted to do this week and ended up with a 15 year old boy with multiple trauma who just about made me cry right there at the bedside. Normally I'm great at handling the messed up shit that goes with being a nurse, but this was just so heavy for me. Definitely never gonna be a paediatric nurse. Anyone who can handle children in those situations has my respect, because I would just be in tears all the time if it was me.
Tonight was an awesome girls' night out. Danielle, Mary, Erinn, Jenna and her friend Jodie and me were going to see Marie Antoinette but it was sold out wen we got there. We saw The Departed instead and holy fucking shit was it amazing. I figured with the cast it would be at least decent even if the plot wasn't the greatest but I was blown away. The ending is amazing, the acting is phenomenal and since its set in Boston its super Irish. I will see it again in theaters if anyone is going. We also went to the Crepe Cafe on Queen and it was also amazing. I had a banana and Nutella crepe that was just like the ones you get from the little places in Paris. The only downside was Jenna lost her cell and none of us could find it.
Going to my parent's house after the career fair at Ryerson tomorrow. I want the St. Mike's people's information. I'm thinking its where I want to stay when I graduate. Credit Valley was ok, but too slow paced. The nursing home is also way too slow. I'm waiting to try the maternity thing but I'm really starting to like trauma and neuro. Decisions, decisions.