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woohoo tattoos of 80s stuff!!!
(That was just for eric. lol. HEH.)
Anyways.
I had a weird dream last nite...Dont remember all of it...except that like...5 people were pregnant and i wasn't and i was mad about it. I dunno. My sub-consious is weird like that.
A few days ago i had a dream about my mom going to rehab...i dont wanna talk about it. Lets just say ive had better dreams.
I need to try to stop solving every problem someone has with laughter. It doesnt work. and people usually get pissed off and think that you dont care and/or take them seriously.
Ive talked to Eric more over the past 5 days than i have with any other person the whole summer. I didnt call people because i had homework. If someone were to call me, i would have made time to talk to them, find out whats going on...whatever. I wasnt going to stop my work to call someone.
I dont want to go back to school. I hate how i go into a depression and put on a ridiculous facade to try to convince myself and others that im happy. Its probably sick to think this, but im hoping i get so low that my parents pull me out of school and homeschool me. I dont want to deal with drama. I was actually HAPPY when i was at home all summer. I was happy for the first time in a few years. and now it has to end and that pisses me off.
The end.
(That was just for eric. lol. HEH.)
Anyways.
I had a weird dream last nite...Dont remember all of it...except that like...5 people were pregnant and i wasn't and i was mad about it. I dunno. My sub-consious is weird like that.
A few days ago i had a dream about my mom going to rehab...i dont wanna talk about it. Lets just say ive had better dreams.
I need to try to stop solving every problem someone has with laughter. It doesnt work. and people usually get pissed off and think that you dont care and/or take them seriously.
Ive talked to Eric more over the past 5 days than i have with any other person the whole summer. I didnt call people because i had homework. If someone were to call me, i would have made time to talk to them, find out whats going on...whatever. I wasnt going to stop my work to call someone.
I dont want to go back to school. I hate how i go into a depression and put on a ridiculous facade to try to convince myself and others that im happy. Its probably sick to think this, but im hoping i get so low that my parents pull me out of school and homeschool me. I dont want to deal with drama. I was actually HAPPY when i was at home all summer. I was happy for the first time in a few years. and now it has to end and that pisses me off.
The end.