Update: outline format
New Years
_A: No resolutions. I didn't really work on the one's from last years, so we will just have to work harder
_B: Me and the BF went to "The Green Mill" and Jazz'ed in the new year with cheap champagn. Meet cool line buddies that left just before 11 and we got in. Had crazy sex after. Good times
Family
_A: Let my brother and cousin come over and they drew me nuts.
__1: Don't know when they will be back
__2: I gave them sippy cup's and told them the importance of lotion.
__3: Tried (unsuccessfully) to teach them to knit, while I was watching a J-drama
_B: Learned that one of my few older half cousins committed suicide.
__1: I was a bit stunned.
__2: He was in wheel chair (got shot some year's ago)
__3: He sexually abused me when I was younger (super stupid and super naive = me)
__4: Not sure how I feel about it. Don't know how to place suicide. I have a lack of emotion that should be happening
_C: Got to visit my Grandmother (Great and Grand, I am generation 4 alive) at my Aunts for Christmas.
__1: Got to see my Granny (Great-Grandmother) she was so small. Her hair was mostly gone and so was her teeth.
___a: We use to boast that me and her were the only one's still with our reall teeth (my mom and grandma (Pumkin) got denturs.
__2: I was really sad to see her that way. I hadn't seen her in a while. Reminds me of how much I love her and I think it's time for her to die, though Richard (the boy child aka my little brother) isn't ready for her to go. She mostly raised him (along with me) when my mom went nutz.
__3: Realized that I never want to return to being as poor as that. I will become a hoe (whore?) before I live with any other pest other then the occasional spider.
Music
_A: It never fails me to become moved.
__1: I watch a J-drama and it had some really great music in it. The platform was that the MC Guy was pianist.
___a: Found the sheet music online. Tried playing it. REally out of shape.
_B: Need to practice
__1: I sold my keyboard but the owner never came to claim it, so until she does I will practice. I really want to know if I got the right sheet music.
_C: It's suppose to help
__1: I want to learn gutair (electric! boogie oogie oogie) and someone told me (I am going to go with Jeff-fu) said piano playing will help.
_D: Need to brush up on my music reading. Too long.
_E: Learned my new Cell phone playes .Wav's
__1: First we cut the song.
__2: Then we convert the song to .wav
__3: Then we bluetooth it...
__4: We fail alot.
___a: We think is't because they are (at least) 3.9 meg's and up. Too big.
__5: Need to plan of action to get that damn song (for which I might not want to listend to anymore) on my phone.
_F: New main playlist
__1: J-pop/K-pop out. NIN, A Perfect Circle, and Queens of the stone age in.
___a: Can sing along again without looking too weird ;)
Taxes
_A: It's that time of year, for me to collect all my w-2's. I worked what, 3-4 places last year.
__1: I am half temtped to go and pay for someone to do them so I won't have to.
_B: Still married.
__1: Need to fix that.
Future
_A: Many options ahead of me.
__1: Get married (for real this time)
__2: Get degree (before marrage)
__3: Got to Japan (maybe, hopefully)
__4: Leave Chicago.
_B: Can't do it all.
__1: Though I want to :(
_A: No resolutions. I didn't really work on the one's from last years, so we will just have to work harder
_B: Me and the BF went to "The Green Mill" and Jazz'ed in the new year with cheap champagn. Meet cool line buddies that left just before 11 and we got in. Had crazy sex after. Good times
Family
_A: Let my brother and cousin come over and they drew me nuts.
__1: Don't know when they will be back
__2: I gave them sippy cup's and told them the importance of lotion.
__3: Tried (unsuccessfully) to teach them to knit, while I was watching a J-drama
_B: Learned that one of my few older half cousins committed suicide.
__1: I was a bit stunned.
__2: He was in wheel chair (got shot some year's ago)
__3: He sexually abused me when I was younger (super stupid and super naive = me)
__4: Not sure how I feel about it. Don't know how to place suicide. I have a lack of emotion that should be happening
_C: Got to visit my Grandmother (Great and Grand, I am generation 4 alive) at my Aunts for Christmas.
__1: Got to see my Granny (Great-Grandmother) she was so small. Her hair was mostly gone and so was her teeth.
___a: We use to boast that me and her were the only one's still with our reall teeth (my mom and grandma (Pumkin) got denturs.
__2: I was really sad to see her that way. I hadn't seen her in a while. Reminds me of how much I love her and I think it's time for her to die, though Richard (the boy child aka my little brother) isn't ready for her to go. She mostly raised him (along with me) when my mom went nutz.
__3: Realized that I never want to return to being as poor as that. I will become a hoe (whore?) before I live with any other pest other then the occasional spider.
Music
_A: It never fails me to become moved.
__1: I watch a J-drama and it had some really great music in it. The platform was that the MC Guy was pianist.
___a: Found the sheet music online. Tried playing it. REally out of shape.
_B: Need to practice
__1: I sold my keyboard but the owner never came to claim it, so until she does I will practice. I really want to know if I got the right sheet music.
_C: It's suppose to help
__1: I want to learn gutair (electric! boogie oogie oogie) and someone told me (I am going to go with Jeff-fu) said piano playing will help.
_D: Need to brush up on my music reading. Too long.
_E: Learned my new Cell phone playes .Wav's
__1: First we cut the song.
__2: Then we convert the song to .wav
__3: Then we bluetooth it...
__4: We fail alot.
___a: We think is't because they are (at least) 3.9 meg's and up. Too big.
__5: Need to plan of action to get that damn song (for which I might not want to listend to anymore) on my phone.
_F: New main playlist
__1: J-pop/K-pop out. NIN, A Perfect Circle, and Queens of the stone age in.
___a: Can sing along again without looking too weird ;)
Taxes
_A: It's that time of year, for me to collect all my w-2's. I worked what, 3-4 places last year.
__1: I am half temtped to go and pay for someone to do them so I won't have to.
_B: Still married.
__1: Need to fix that.
Future
_A: Many options ahead of me.
__1: Get married (for real this time)
__2: Get degree (before marrage)
__3: Got to Japan (maybe, hopefully)
__4: Leave Chicago.
_B: Can't do it all.
__1: Though I want to :(