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dinners at Mel's can get pretty rowdy. it's a household of sarcastic dykes and very good food. we were blog hopping some pretty interesting characters. total fucking riot.
this morning will be Calvin's first day at work. my brother's joining the crew next week, and the manager just called me up and i get on at eight tonight. three days ago we all wound up there by pure coincidence, and we all got hired. wow wow wee wow. two of them running around in kilts! there is a very nice girl there that we are trying to set my brother up with, because Claire and i want beautiful nieces and nephews.
this house gives weird dreams. half the time they are nightmares and we should have gotten used to them by now but we haven't. Claire keeps getting people hunting her down, and so does Nick. men in cloaks and killer wooden dolls. i took a nap and drifted off into some seemingly harmless scenario of a guy stealing something from my table. the more i ran after him the worse it got for me. i thought i woke up, because i was in my bed, in my room and everything seemed in order. but i couldn't move, and could barely utter a sound, and this strange black orb kept hovering above me. so i prayed. and the harder i prayed the darker the room got and i screamed for my Dad but it sounded little more than a whisper. i ran, only that i couldn't really run. it seemed more like floating, and i was trying hard to keep my feet on the ground and there was this force sucking me back into my room. i made it to the hall and demons started pouring out of my brother's room. i screamed for my father but his door opened just a little, to let the cat out like he always does, then slammed shut. i ran to the balcony and straight over the rail, positively floating by now, but with one and still holding the grill. i could see everything normal like anyday. the way my neighbourhood looked, the house, the ground below, even the sky. i let go and i drifted away somewhere. then i woke up, and there was the orb again. i grabbed my phone and called up a friend who knew a lot about this kind of stuff, and she sounded really agitated about something, saying that she was over at that bar. when i put the phone down i woke up again. and i rang her, checking to see if i had called before. she said i hadn't, and she was crying hard because her boyfriend's leaving town for good.
i'm writing this wondering if i'll wake later.
this morning will be Calvin's first day at work. my brother's joining the crew next week, and the manager just called me up and i get on at eight tonight. three days ago we all wound up there by pure coincidence, and we all got hired. wow wow wee wow. two of them running around in kilts! there is a very nice girl there that we are trying to set my brother up with, because Claire and i want beautiful nieces and nephews.
this house gives weird dreams. half the time they are nightmares and we should have gotten used to them by now but we haven't. Claire keeps getting people hunting her down, and so does Nick. men in cloaks and killer wooden dolls. i took a nap and drifted off into some seemingly harmless scenario of a guy stealing something from my table. the more i ran after him the worse it got for me. i thought i woke up, because i was in my bed, in my room and everything seemed in order. but i couldn't move, and could barely utter a sound, and this strange black orb kept hovering above me. so i prayed. and the harder i prayed the darker the room got and i screamed for my Dad but it sounded little more than a whisper. i ran, only that i couldn't really run. it seemed more like floating, and i was trying hard to keep my feet on the ground and there was this force sucking me back into my room. i made it to the hall and demons started pouring out of my brother's room. i screamed for my father but his door opened just a little, to let the cat out like he always does, then slammed shut. i ran to the balcony and straight over the rail, positively floating by now, but with one and still holding the grill. i could see everything normal like anyday. the way my neighbourhood looked, the house, the ground below, even the sky. i let go and i drifted away somewhere. then i woke up, and there was the orb again. i grabbed my phone and called up a friend who knew a lot about this kind of stuff, and she sounded really agitated about something, saying that she was over at that bar. when i put the phone down i woke up again. and i rang her, checking to see if i had called before. she said i hadn't, and she was crying hard because her boyfriend's leaving town for good.
i'm writing this wondering if i'll wake later.