It's pretty much the same as every other day
So... I knew this would be a rough weekend for me... (WEDDING ANNIVERSARY and all... yanno, that failed marriage thing)...
But it truly does seem like all roads lead to disappointment. I invited ppl over for movies tonight. I got a whole 2 people said they would come. So wtf is the point? I cancelled. I just love how no one really bothers to invite me anywhere or respond when I invite them out. It's pretty amazing. Not to mention the occasional last minute invites I get from people who are already drunk and invite me out as some kind of sick afterthought/ride home.
So I guess I'm going to spend tonight (and my day off tomorrow) at home ALONE. What a GREAT idea.
I think this silence is the sound of me giving up. Everything's already falling apart, unravelling at the speed of light. I can't keep it together anymore... So what's the point?
My marriage failed. My workplace doesn't understand. My friends ignore me and pretend I don't exist.
I keep telling myself that tomorrow will be better, but it never is. It's unending disappointment, day after day. Fuck is that ever discouraging!
But it truly does seem like all roads lead to disappointment. I invited ppl over for movies tonight. I got a whole 2 people said they would come. So wtf is the point? I cancelled. I just love how no one really bothers to invite me anywhere or respond when I invite them out. It's pretty amazing. Not to mention the occasional last minute invites I get from people who are already drunk and invite me out as some kind of sick afterthought/ride home.
So I guess I'm going to spend tonight (and my day off tomorrow) at home ALONE. What a GREAT idea.
I think this silence is the sound of me giving up. Everything's already falling apart, unravelling at the speed of light. I can't keep it together anymore... So what's the point?
My marriage failed. My workplace doesn't understand. My friends ignore me and pretend I don't exist.
I keep telling myself that tomorrow will be better, but it never is. It's unending disappointment, day after day. Fuck is that ever discouraging!