Oct 15, 2002 17:17
had a mini panic attack in psychology
was stupid and irrelevant to anything..really damn random
we're doing eating disorders now
just got thinking..about last night, and about someone and then about something else and my head was reeeeeeeeling, it was mad.
I dont think Paula could tell, although when she did her walk abouts she did look at me funny..but then i was probably just being paranoid.
Like last lesson, i swear she saw something..like, a bandage.
i dont think she did though..i dont know.
this weight is getting freaky. I cant see it, all i know is that my jeans wont stay up anymore. The scales say i've lost a stone in a fortnight, i've stayed the same this week..
but my friends are starting to pick up on it..i'm not even doing it intentionally.
i dont feel any different dammit, WHY CANT I SEE IT