the world is watching, as my wings unfurl

Oct 09, 2002 19:19

mum is bawling her eyes out.

just had to give her a hug, i have never been able to do that but she was so upset i couldnt just sit here and say it'll be ok.

someone was having an arguement in the queue she was in in safeways..she was in the middle while they argued..she came home and burst into tears.

dont understand :( must be something childhood linked...i mean, some completely unrelated arguement between two random people cant effect someone THAT bad without there being undertones.

All i know about her is that she spent a lot of her teenage years in a childrens home..

there is like this huge cover up thing on my mum's side of the family.

SOMETHING happened and i want to know what. For some reason i get the feeling my Grandad was an evil evil man..he died when i was little so i dont have many memories, only that he was stinking rich.

no one here tells me anything..i have to wait to hear that mum wanted to commit suicide because she was 15, alone and living in a childrens home...until we go to some person's house for dinner..someone we dont even know that well

its so unfair

i hate all this secrecy, is it any wonder i shove things inside
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