Can you tell I'm bored?!
I was thinking, I sometimes cut just because I'm bored and I have nothing else better to do. But that is not ALWAYS the case...
Or sometimes when I'm shaving in the shower, I'll get that urge to cut just to feel the pain. Better to always feel the pain on the outside then the pain on the inside.
So, I have like a year and a half to find somewhere to live, else I have to move down to southern, IL with my parents that means no more camps, no more cell groups etc.
Harsh eh?
Other than that guilty feeling, I've been feeling good about the food thing, I want to get better..I think..Maybe I'm wrong...
Yes, I'm wrong. I like the hunger pains. Just not the passings out that come along with them..
Well, I should get going!
Bye all
Or sometimes when I'm shaving in the shower, I'll get that urge to cut just to feel the pain. Better to always feel the pain on the outside then the pain on the inside.
So, I have like a year and a half to find somewhere to live, else I have to move down to southern, IL with my parents that means no more camps, no more cell groups etc.
Harsh eh?
Other than that guilty feeling, I've been feeling good about the food thing, I want to get better..I think..Maybe I'm wrong...
Yes, I'm wrong. I like the hunger pains. Just not the passings out that come along with them..
Well, I should get going!
Bye all