discovering the waterfront
(last summer)
i fell in love with a boy. yeah i was 15 and so was he. he was the best thing that ever happend to me.we spend the whole summer together.we became friend in mid april.my friend liked him at first and within time i realized how much i liked him to. we started to go out.he held hands for most of our realtionship. i couldn't get him to kiss me. but i never lost hope./everytime i saw him its like i fell in love with him all over again. we finally kissed. at a movie " lords of dog town".it was the most amazing kiss i have ever had. after that night we never stopped kissing...our kissing led towards other things after a while. he had basically done everything BUT sex. one day. he asked me about it.." do you want to".i never answered him. and after that. he seemed mad at me. i knew i had to baby sit that night.i invited him over. and i gave in.we made the mistake of not using pertection . we were scared. well i was. i was getting sick from all the stress and the whole time. he was our with friends. i finally found out that it was safe and everything was okay. once i told him. i never heard from him again. i still see him at school and he lives near me. its like i don't think i'll get over him for a while. i dunno whar to do. its almost been a year.. and when i see him i still want to cry. the song "discovering the waterfront" rominds me of him.. and it kinda helps in a way..will i get over him? will i fall in love with someone other than this skater boy who broke my heart?
i have tried dateing again. but nothing makes me feel the way i did when i was with this boy. no boyfriend. no friend can help me get through this.. what do i do. i'm so torn. its a warning never to fall in love.
i fell in love with a boy. yeah i was 15 and so was he. he was the best thing that ever happend to me.we spend the whole summer together.we became friend in mid april.my friend liked him at first and within time i realized how much i liked him to. we started to go out.he held hands for most of our realtionship. i couldn't get him to kiss me. but i never lost hope./everytime i saw him its like i fell in love with him all over again. we finally kissed. at a movie " lords of dog town".it was the most amazing kiss i have ever had. after that night we never stopped kissing...our kissing led towards other things after a while. he had basically done everything BUT sex. one day. he asked me about it.." do you want to".i never answered him. and after that. he seemed mad at me. i knew i had to baby sit that night.i invited him over. and i gave in.we made the mistake of not using pertection . we were scared. well i was. i was getting sick from all the stress and the whole time. he was our with friends. i finally found out that it was safe and everything was okay. once i told him. i never heard from him again. i still see him at school and he lives near me. its like i don't think i'll get over him for a while. i dunno whar to do. its almost been a year.. and when i see him i still want to cry. the song "discovering the waterfront" rominds me of him.. and it kinda helps in a way..will i get over him? will i fall in love with someone other than this skater boy who broke my heart?
i have tried dateing again. but nothing makes me feel the way i did when i was with this boy. no boyfriend. no friend can help me get through this.. what do i do. i'm so torn. its a warning never to fall in love.