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May 08, 2006 14:17

i'm actually in religion class right now.we are ment to be working on a project that i know nothing about but whatever.my friend's mad at me like always. what eles is new. he doesn't understand that i JUST WANNA BE FRIENDS. omg and i feel bad for rejecting him EVERYDAY!. its not like i lead him on or anything. i mean i DO talk to him about it. i tell him i see him as a brother and that if we did end up dateing , once we broke up it would just be awkword.. he tells me he understands. but then 2 days later.. he's asking me " why can't we be together".we get in really bad fights all the time. he's called me every name in the book and so have i. i dunno why i keep bring his friend if he treats me like this. i can't help it. but now he thinks its ok to treat me like this and now it a everyday thing.ugh. anyways. enough about drama. more about religion.. i'm IN LOVE WITH MY TEACHER.HE HAS BABY BLUE EYES AND BLONE HAIR...ugh.. lol sorry. i'm a freak. well i got to go before i get in shit.

xx
KAYkay
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