It's so hard not to blame him.
{♥I'm feeling : 
Depressed. ♥}
(♥I'm hearing : "Beautiful Disaster" by Kelly Clarkson. ♥}
[Dear you]
Please stop playing with me. I feel like you don't want me around and that hurts. I know you must think I'm weird and a little odd but what happened to "you’re not like other girls"? Whenever I see you now, I get that weird look. I'm sorry about that day, but why do you have to have the key? Why do you have to the power? I thought we were supposed to be friends? I mean REAL friends. I don't want pity, I'm happy being alone, if anything, I'm better alone, just make up your mind. Stop distancing yourself from me, please, for God sake! I could be okay with out you, I’ve been alone for a while, you aren’t going to hurt me if you leave, you know you’d probably hurt me more by staying. But for some reason, I can’t stop thinking about you and the ‘what ifs’, ‘should have’ nevertheless you know, there is a reason why things are this way. Are you going to miss me when I move and you can’t see me everyday? When you can’t hug me? I’ll miss your hugs; I doubt I’ll see you again. I just can’t see it happening. And you know what? It's so hard not to blame you for it. I try not to but it's hard.
Love,
The girl you keep waiting.
"Should you stay or should you go?"
(Dear you)
I had a dream about you, and I almost cried. I feel bad, for being mad at you for breaking up with me, and going out with her. I think you did actually cared for me but it wasn’t even to call love. I wanted to message you today and apologize. You wouldn’t have to message me back or even read it I just wanted to say sorry, but I know you would tell your friends and probably laugh at me. I’m just sorry, okay? I wish we were still friends; I wanted to, but you didn’t. I think it’s because you were afraid you would get jealous of me going out with other guys, and you didn’t want to feel that. I understand, well maybe one day I’ll be able to find the pieces of this puzzle, make sense of it and finally have some closer, until then, I’m sorry and I hope things will get better, sorry things aren’t good. Good luck with that Summer girl. She doesn’t know what she’s missing.
Take care, you'll be okay, you have great friends to help you.
Signed,
The girl you can't remember.
"What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
{Dear you}
I'm happy beyond words you're here with me again. When we weren't talking it was killing me, I hope that never happens again. I just hope you know I will always love you, always. And it just seems like so many things are going wrong. I'm confused, but thank God for you. I know who are my true friends right now. I love you and I hope one day you'll be able to come down again...
Love always,
Your Shadow,
Here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been.
Depressed. ♥}
(♥I'm hearing : "Beautiful Disaster" by Kelly Clarkson. ♥}
[Dear you]
Please stop playing with me. I feel like you don't want me around and that hurts. I know you must think I'm weird and a little odd but what happened to "you’re not like other girls"? Whenever I see you now, I get that weird look. I'm sorry about that day, but why do you have to have the key? Why do you have to the power? I thought we were supposed to be friends? I mean REAL friends. I don't want pity, I'm happy being alone, if anything, I'm better alone, just make up your mind. Stop distancing yourself from me, please, for God sake! I could be okay with out you, I’ve been alone for a while, you aren’t going to hurt me if you leave, you know you’d probably hurt me more by staying. But for some reason, I can’t stop thinking about you and the ‘what ifs’, ‘should have’ nevertheless you know, there is a reason why things are this way. Are you going to miss me when I move and you can’t see me everyday? When you can’t hug me? I’ll miss your hugs; I doubt I’ll see you again. I just can’t see it happening. And you know what? It's so hard not to blame you for it. I try not to but it's hard.
Love,
The girl you keep waiting.
"Should you stay or should you go?"
(Dear you)
I had a dream about you, and I almost cried. I feel bad, for being mad at you for breaking up with me, and going out with her. I think you did actually cared for me but it wasn’t even to call love. I wanted to message you today and apologize. You wouldn’t have to message me back or even read it I just wanted to say sorry, but I know you would tell your friends and probably laugh at me. I’m just sorry, okay? I wish we were still friends; I wanted to, but you didn’t. I think it’s because you were afraid you would get jealous of me going out with other guys, and you didn’t want to feel that. I understand, well maybe one day I’ll be able to find the pieces of this puzzle, make sense of it and finally have some closer, until then, I’m sorry and I hope things will get better, sorry things aren’t good. Good luck with that Summer girl. She doesn’t know what she’s missing.
Take care, you'll be okay, you have great friends to help you.
Signed,
The girl you can't remember.
"What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
{Dear you}
I'm happy beyond words you're here with me again. When we weren't talking it was killing me, I hope that never happens again. I just hope you know I will always love you, always. And it just seems like so many things are going wrong. I'm confused, but thank God for you. I know who are my true friends right now. I love you and I hope one day you'll be able to come down again...
Love always,
Your Shadow,
Here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been.