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I had a session with Zoe today. It was very confronting. There was a lot bought up.
There wil be a lot of changes made to the way that we interact. Like I cant call her for 24 hours after I cut. I think that that is unhelpful. I need the help to pick up the pieces. I feel worse after I cut. Makes me wonder why I do it. I do it to try and get rid of the images. The images I have of me stabbing myself. I just find it hard to make that initial contact. I guess Zoe is trying to get me to contact her before I do it. I dont know I am so confused.
There wil be a lot of changes made to the way that we interact. Like I cant call her for 24 hours after I cut. I think that that is unhelpful. I need the help to pick up the pieces. I feel worse after I cut. Makes me wonder why I do it. I do it to try and get rid of the images. The images I have of me stabbing myself. I just find it hard to make that initial contact. I guess Zoe is trying to get me to contact her before I do it. I dont know I am so confused.