Apologies.

Apr 11, 2007 10:50

I wish to apologize to all my friends that I have not seen or heard from me much the last, ohh two years.

Kitty got himself into a... bad relationship. :( and it took him 2 years to finally figure that out and admit to himself that it had happened to him. It always happens to 'someone else' and I was too proud to listen to myself. The main reason? Alcohol. The person I was seeing liked to drink and knew just what to say to make anyone else feel like total shit. It turned into a very sour and manipulative soon after we moved into the current apartments Ive had for the last year and some odd months.
Monday the 2nd I finally left, packed everything in my truck and took off. Am currently doing the bum thing and crashing at my moms or my brothers, but now is when the rebuilding starts (holy crap, I have money and time again!) So I hope to at least make a run to visit those that I havn't ostracized totally in a few weeks after I pay off some things.

My internet connections will be sporadic until I figure out where I want to set up my SINGLE life again, which admittedly could be anywhere; Montana, Seattle, CANADA, etc..

Alcohol is a despicable drug, as I watched it take over another's life and steer it down into the gutter, with my own dragging behind as alcoholics love to drag as many down into their depressive world as they can. Stay away from it. Actually, with the exception of grass, stay away from all that crap. Life is meant to be lived sober.

Peace.
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