Have you ever wished / wanted somebody else cutting you?
Many years ago, I lost my girlfriend in a car accident. I was completely crushed. She was heavily into selfharm and we used to sit together in the bath tub when she either cut herself or asked me to cut her. We played with the blood and I huged, kissed her and I took her in my arms, passing my hand over her head till we both fell asleep. I wonder if anybody of you ever wished for or did something like this? Was it only us being so weird?