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i left chris today. it just happened. i had woken up, and said "hey you, why don't you hold me?" and he looked back at me, like i was crazy, and said, " no, it gets to hot when i hold you."
I didn't even think. My heart just erupted. "I can't be with you anymore" And I knew as I said it, it was the truth. I didn't leave because of this one instance. I left for a multitude of reasons, just one being that physical affection just is too hard for him to express....and the rejection is too hard for me to accept.
i can't think right now. maybe later.
I didn't even think. My heart just erupted. "I can't be with you anymore" And I knew as I said it, it was the truth. I didn't leave because of this one instance. I left for a multitude of reasons, just one being that physical affection just is too hard for him to express....and the rejection is too hard for me to accept.
i can't think right now. maybe later.