Same Shit different day.....
Well lets start off with last night,(pictures will be posted tonight or tomorrow).So I worked, made 12 dollars in tips. Jenn and Julie came to see me, which made my day! I came home, took a shower, organized myself a bit, Mary came home from Atlanta and she got me a shot glass, then Ryan called me and basically asked me out, I turned him down nicely. I don't make the same mistake twice with the same person b/c its apparent that I make the same mistake with men all the time but I just wont do it with the same one. Then I went to Julie's and there I was suppose to finish my paper, well I drank a screwdriver mixed by Jenn and we went to the bar. I got kinda drunk and it was fun. We laughed and Jenn remembers nothing, poor kid. Then Jenn and I went to McDonalds b/c we were hungry and they are open 24 hours, well let me say being drunk and eating fast food is not a good combo, I couldn't even force myself to puke this morning, it was horrible. So I went to school, took a test I forgot about and it was actually a little hard, then I went to world civ, which later in the day I found out that its going to take a miracle to pass that class, and then I went to FYE and made jokes about road rage and how health it really is and my teacher didn't think it was funny, but Nate, Christina, and Jason did, we had a good time. I made up my schedule for the spring but it looks like I will be changing it b/c of the fact I will fail world civ. But its a crazy schedule, and I am staying at general studies then I have to find a school that has an art education program, so that might be my chance to move home and be happy with life and be around people who will support me. So now I am finishing up my us history paper and e-mailing it to my teacher so he can write back and tell me it sucks. I'm missing karate tonight to do my work and I am tired and I miss someone alot b/c it was the nicest company I've had in a long time. It's nice when you have people and a place where you really feel like yourself and you feel complete. I love feeling whole, but I only feel that way in NJ. My heart is there and it always will be. I can't be there now, but I leave my heart so those that know me and know that I love them, can have a part of me with them until I am back. I want to drive the Lexus again but faster! BLAH!! Ok I am going back to my paper, once I have it done I am going to walmart to get my pictures!
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