I finally got......
I finally got a cd player installed in my car! I am so happy about it, its been a year in the coming. I'm like a proud parent, turning up the volume and I have this smile on my face! It rocks.
Well today my World Civilizations paper was due, I had only about a page and thing more. I am going to fail that class anyway, so it doesn't matter, well no it does matter but there is nothing I can do about it now. I can focus on my other classes and try my hardest to pass them. I don't want to be a failure and I want to make Joe proud but this semester has been such a wash out for me, at least I am trying though.
I might be going to NJ next weekend. I think if Jenn can get off of work for Friday and Saturday then I think we are going to go. I really want too. If I don't go next weekend, then I wont get to see Joe until January and I don't think my heart can handle that. At least if I see him next weekend, then if he can see me in December sometime or something, then I can go home in January and then in February for Joe's birthday. I just need to see him, I miss him more than my heart can handle. I want to be able to hug him for a long time, kiss him for longer then a quick second, and to fall asleep and wake up next to him. It isn't too much to ask for.
One of the cats I am watching, left a dead mouse on the front porch for me. Sweet huh? Then Pudgie slept with me last night. First she slept on my back, then between my feet and then accidently clawed me. Joe called me this morning to wake me up and it was a good way to wake up.
I don't really want to go back to Mike's house on Sunday, I like having my own place away from him. I think I might move back to NJ for the summer. Live at or by the shore and do what is in my culture, work and party at the shore. I missed out on that alot b/c I am here and I don't want to miss out anymore.
Well today my World Civilizations paper was due, I had only about a page and thing more. I am going to fail that class anyway, so it doesn't matter, well no it does matter but there is nothing I can do about it now. I can focus on my other classes and try my hardest to pass them. I don't want to be a failure and I want to make Joe proud but this semester has been such a wash out for me, at least I am trying though.
I might be going to NJ next weekend. I think if Jenn can get off of work for Friday and Saturday then I think we are going to go. I really want too. If I don't go next weekend, then I wont get to see Joe until January and I don't think my heart can handle that. At least if I see him next weekend, then if he can see me in December sometime or something, then I can go home in January and then in February for Joe's birthday. I just need to see him, I miss him more than my heart can handle. I want to be able to hug him for a long time, kiss him for longer then a quick second, and to fall asleep and wake up next to him. It isn't too much to ask for.
One of the cats I am watching, left a dead mouse on the front porch for me. Sweet huh? Then Pudgie slept with me last night. First she slept on my back, then between my feet and then accidently clawed me. Joe called me this morning to wake me up and it was a good way to wake up.
I don't really want to go back to Mike's house on Sunday, I like having my own place away from him. I think I might move back to NJ for the summer. Live at or by the shore and do what is in my culture, work and party at the shore. I missed out on that alot b/c I am here and I don't want to miss out anymore.