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i remember how important you made me feel
when you would drive forty min just to see me
i felt liek i meant something.
the way you made me feel was amazing.
and now.. i just feel liek all that meant nothing, you have someone new. how could i have mattered when in the end all you told me was that im' not even worth helping and all i look for is pity and guilt. you don't know me at all. you dont' even fucking know me.
so when i think about how i used to sleep over, with your hands slowly caressing my back.
he told me that he wasnt' ready for a relationship, that it wasnt' working, that it took too much work for me, that it was like a chore. i can't believe how bad that made me feel. you made me feel liek i meant nothing, when i needed to talk you blocked me. when my heart was broken i thought you could be the one to put it back together, but insted you say that i'm too much to deal with. i hate the way you make me feel, but most of all i hate how i wasn't good enough, but how with some other girl can jsut sweep you off your feet.
i guess that all guys just want ass. maybe that's the way that it is, or maybe all i do is cause guilt trips, and made peopel pitty me.
when you would drive forty min just to see me
i felt liek i meant something.
the way you made me feel was amazing.
and now.. i just feel liek all that meant nothing, you have someone new. how could i have mattered when in the end all you told me was that im' not even worth helping and all i look for is pity and guilt. you don't know me at all. you dont' even fucking know me.
so when i think about how i used to sleep over, with your hands slowly caressing my back.
he told me that he wasnt' ready for a relationship, that it wasnt' working, that it took too much work for me, that it was like a chore. i can't believe how bad that made me feel. you made me feel liek i meant nothing, when i needed to talk you blocked me. when my heart was broken i thought you could be the one to put it back together, but insted you say that i'm too much to deal with. i hate the way you make me feel, but most of all i hate how i wasn't good enough, but how with some other girl can jsut sweep you off your feet.
i guess that all guys just want ass. maybe that's the way that it is, or maybe all i do is cause guilt trips, and made peopel pitty me.