Apr 26, 2005 19:03
god.. i dont know why i take things so.. ugh. i just take everything... so now i feel really stupid and retarded.. and i think im might start crying. ho~ly crap. what the heck is wrong with me.. i feel like a TOTAL hipocrite..
forgive me if im a beeeotch to you tomarrow...
wow... it seems like i try soooo hard to try to make everything better.. or try not to make it bad.. but it seems like it always backfires on me... like i dont even know how react to the backfires.. because i just want to forget about it all... but i dont even know anymore.. i think that i'm going to stop even trying...in other words.. I GIVE UP!!!!!!