Feb 28, 2008 02:11
Well the morning will be a pain or ill just stay up for another few, less sleep = my mind going out, need a replacement bulb, or slow blow added. Man I’m tired I just don’t want to sleep.
In other news I got to see a Keith and Joe in the morning this past week end btw I think your mark is going to scar congrats, I needed to even out the amount my rights been taking most of them in recent years.
I need more apathy I should just surround my self with a bit more my plan is to just make enough to sit on a ventilator with an IV drip and become one with the interwebs I can be come a median. Hay if scientology can be a religion why not.
Other than that got threw “Monster”, “Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei”, and working on “Dr. Grayman”. I should thank Rustums for Mr. Despair it was a good description of social interaction and society.
I will thank Heidi for putting me back together on Sat, that is the first time I relied on someone to get my mind out of feeling crappy about itself. Arron helped a bit too, hay can I borrow some of his apathy toward well everything my apathy supply is running low and if I don’t get more I’ll need to start producing so I can be more lethargic. Anyway I’m going to try to stop saying I’m a crappy fencer, because I would make you a lier (hopefully that isn’t a musical instrument and its spelled right). And yea I don’t want to deal with people I really don’t know why thought- well in any case I need to get drunk on uncaring or just on my own distance from what I can see. Pass out time.