sweetness
so yeh i havn'tupdated in alil while and i have a shitload of pictures but im way 2 exausted and lazy to actually put them up so i will later. yesterday was really strange in the morning, im having this weird depressing feeling and i dont know what it is... but maya convinced me 2 come 2 windmill nd then mareykate nd julian showed up.. then jess nd amanda and jackie..then finally claire nd sam showed..it was all good. i had a talk with amanda and i dunno wat to do still.i kinda want 2 yet i kinda dont errGG! i hate life sumtimes. after swimming me julian and claire chilled on the basketball courts until it got dark then at 8:30 i went 2 julians for a bonfire wit lindsey, margaret, amanda, jess, ali, bonnie, jared, and caleb.. that got my mind off things nd was realllllyy awsome. catching big ass frogs nd having ppl freak on them.. they were horny though weren't they. later chilled wit cruz nd scott nd julian nd cruz's lil bro, random right haha. o well i went 2 work 2day which sucked ass cuz i only got to ride for 20 minutes cuz the horse was gonna like die from coughing, not cool.. well im insanely exausted and i have had no sleep lately so im gonna sleep then go be a loser nd babysit for 2 hours nd get paid shit..errrggggggggggg