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It's really hard to believe that i've lived here for almost two months. But yet, still, really no progress on the "being happy" front. My relationship has pretty much gone from rocky to non existent. I went out with glenda and her boyfriend last thursday, and we went out to the bar and jamie was there. He was trying to get laid by this other girl, erica, but it wasn't going to happen and everyone knew it. Anyway, chad was there. I love chad. he came over almost immediately and talked to me for a bit. I was leaving to take glenda and alan home, but chad begged me to come back so i said i would. I hung out with him basically the whole night. At one point he was telling me how jamie was an idiot and that i was the best girl he was ever going to have and that he fucked up. I thought that was cute. I ended up leaving to drive chad home around 1:30 and jamie was all *wink wink* ahve fun guyss!!! like he didnt care or something, but literally as we pulled into chad's driveway, jamie called and was like "HEY STAY AT CHAD'S HOUSE I'M COMING OVER". So, just to piss jamie off, i laid my head on chad's lap when he walked in. haha. as soon as i got up to go home, jamie was all "Well im gonna go too!!!" and he sped up in front of me, so that he would get to our street before i would. when i got there, i stopped to say bye to him, and he proceeded to be all over me. i left though, and went to bed.
sunday night i went over to his house to find out some gossip about this shooting that happened at the bar, and as i was getting up to leave, he decided to pull me down into the bed with him and try to "cuddle". yeah, no thanks.
Wednesday i stopped by chad's house and we just talked and then went over to the movie store. total excitement, let me tell ya.
thursday night i went over to chad's again. ronnie and some guy named john were both over there also. we basically played video games all evening. haha i was bored, and i started folding chad's laundry and ronnie was like "you better be careful, chad's gonna fall in lvoe with you if u do that". when chad came out and saw all of it folded he was like "awwww thank youuu!!"
friday night, i went over to robin's and we just sat and talked all evening. it was good to finally have female company, ya know. we discussed the jamie thing and she made me feel a little better about the situation i guess. i dunno. only time will tell i suppose.
anyway, now it's sunday and im just sitting here doing nothing. i should be studying for my psych test on tuesday but i'm really not interested at all. blah. anyway, i guess ill go find something other than homework to do. bye.
sunday night i went over to his house to find out some gossip about this shooting that happened at the bar, and as i was getting up to leave, he decided to pull me down into the bed with him and try to "cuddle". yeah, no thanks.
Wednesday i stopped by chad's house and we just talked and then went over to the movie store. total excitement, let me tell ya.
thursday night i went over to chad's again. ronnie and some guy named john were both over there also. we basically played video games all evening. haha i was bored, and i started folding chad's laundry and ronnie was like "you better be careful, chad's gonna fall in lvoe with you if u do that". when chad came out and saw all of it folded he was like "awwww thank youuu!!"
friday night, i went over to robin's and we just sat and talked all evening. it was good to finally have female company, ya know. we discussed the jamie thing and she made me feel a little better about the situation i guess. i dunno. only time will tell i suppose.
anyway, now it's sunday and im just sitting here doing nothing. i should be studying for my psych test on tuesday but i'm really not interested at all. blah. anyway, i guess ill go find something other than homework to do. bye.