all these convos are outta order...
what i wrote after the stupid convo with tyler/steve/whoever.... to josh because im still desperately head over heels and want him back... i say bac because i belive deep down that he doesnt want me right now that maybe he did at one point but doesnt right now... anyway interesting fact niki said he didnt sleep with those other girls... i duno if its true but the possibility it is makes me happy-er a little tiny bit....
*****to Josh:
talk to me? please?
thats all i just wanna talk. i wanna kno wats goin on..... cause its still complicated and the more i think about it the less i think you want to keep me around... the details just dont add up...
ya'kno cause
i keep hearing how much you want to break up with me, or are going to, or have...
and how much u hate me
and i guess im to the point where if thats what u want just do it
do me that one thing and make up your mind
*****to Josh:
talk to me? please?
thats all i just wanna talk. i wanna kno wats goin on..... cause its still complicated and the more i think about it the less i think you want to keep me around... the details just dont add up...
ya'kno cause
i keep hearing how much you want to break up with me, or are going to, or have...
and how much u hate me
and i guess im to the point where if thats what u want just do it
do me that one thing and make up your mind