Nov 08, 2004 19:29
i wish it was different, but its not. its the exact same as before so what was the point?
it seems like everyone around me is drinking&doing drugs. i cant take it. i've been sober for around two-and-a-half months and im gonna stay that way. it doesnt seem that long, but it means something to me.
i dont want to go back to that life or hang out with those people anymore, so if you do drugs, drink, smoke or do anything: stay AWAY from me. im seriously not kidding. that shit is so stupid...the next thing you know, you will be dead. if thats where you want to go, have a blast.
i wanna go to college, see my brother grow up, get married, have kids, and have a life, do everything that i can in life.
nothings gonna change that. nothings gonna change me.