I've said it before.

Oct 23, 2004 00:56

The world... is fucking stupid.

Everything in it... All of you. Every. Last. One.

Dumbasses. I hope a lot of you read this... Just so you can all fucking know... how much I loathe you. Fuckers. And you're all so fucking insignificant. It makes me sick to know people that are so fucking worthless.

Fuck...

I'm really sorry....

None of you understand how much this pains me... to know that I will never truely be able to express how much I hate every last one of you.

But it's not just you that I hate. It's things... events... Like me leaving my bookbag in my car after I parked it and walked back to the dorm. And it was raining. So I didn't go back to get it. I need my book bag. To live. And then... there was this time... when my phone didn't have a signal. Oh... did that irritate the ever living crap out of me.

And get this... I just recieved those three video games in the mail today. And ya know... I don't particularly want to play them. I was looking so forward to them. Here's what pisses me off MORE. I know that one symptom of depression is losing interest in things that I enjoy. And I really fucking enjoy videogames, yet I don't fucking want to play them! WHAT THE FUCK!

I mean... I am playing them... sorta. But I keep putting it down... saying, "Oh, I'll get back to it." Then I think, "Hey... fuck it..." and I turn off the game cube. Fucking Jesus.

Ugh... And another sign of depression is irratibility. And with that... I would like to give a preemptive "Fuck you" to every last one of you.

... God dammit. I started righting something... and I'm almost fucking diagnosing my god damned self with depression. I was just writing "But fuck... I'm not depressed, I'm just fucking pissed all the time." And ya know... that's what god damned depressed people say!

WHAT THE FUCK!

See... the world is fucking stupid... And I'm not fucking depressed. Again fuck you all.

Alright... This I enjoyed. Thanks for letting me vent, live journal, regardless of how GOD DAMNED stupid you are too.

Ciao.
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