just another pawn
so here it is.
"dont cling to things, because everything is impermanent"....
i had no intentions of being more than just friends at first, but i guess holidays make me weak. after this "wake up call" friday night, what ever little belief or hope i had was cut off....I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring bitterness towards anyone, rather than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence. Everything is vague to a degree you do not realize till you have tried to make it precise....
i feel deceived.
i just want one last good bye. i officially need to move on....
"dont cling to things, because everything is impermanent"....
i had no intentions of being more than just friends at first, but i guess holidays make me weak. after this "wake up call" friday night, what ever little belief or hope i had was cut off....I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring bitterness towards anyone, rather than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence. Everything is vague to a degree you do not realize till you have tried to make it precise....
i feel deceived.
i just want one last good bye. i officially need to move on....