i freaking give up sometimes
i cant do this much longer- so apparently my boyfriend is wishy washy about a number of things and is starting to show absolutely no interest in me. ive gained more weight and just ate a huge bag of chex mix. and apparentely becca sherman who is supposedly a friend of mine- was in boston a lil while ago and didnt even think to contact me- im apparently not worth contacting- by a number of ppl- i mean im not that great at keeping touch but i try- i was planning on writing letters this week - and i had a set my schedule for something on wed which i guess is on tues now so of course i cant go cus i made a commitment so ppl there are gonna hate me- great well this year is just starting off great- im gonna go try and cry some of the weight out of me and hopefully that will get me to sleep tooo. this sucks ass!!!