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[raz0rbladesky]

Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can’t deal it’s so unfair

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven’s so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you’ve gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
But black roses and hail mary’s
Can’t bring back what’s taken from me
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would

in 3 months from today, 
you'll be gone a year..
i can't believe it.
i still miss you so fucking much.
its been 9 months and im still crying.
i miss you adam,
really i fucking do..
i know you're watching over me though..
i see your gorgeous face at work everyday..
and i feel stupid for talking to it,
but fuck, it makes me feel better.
god i miss you..
i love you adam joseph boncela..
i know you're okay though,
and tell your mama i said hi...
she proved to us all that she couldn't live without you..
and now that your have eachother,
i know everything is going to be okay.
i'll see you soon, sweetie, i promise.
love, me.