"we do own the heat- ya know with LIPA and all" -kaycie o'malley
I forgot how much fun drinking is. Especially on Jon's sidewalk.
To be honest, Im so grateful for meeting Roxanne this year and getting to know Kaycie alot better.
The past three nights were fucken awesome.
Me, Rich, Christine, and Derek went to the Huntington Starbucks and then to Dorian's party which was cool because I dont normally like parties bc they remind me of drunk rapists and beer pong (both of which i hate lol) but his had matt montag and a couch in the kitchen (YES IN THE KITCHEN)... We all wished Jill a Happy Birthday even though shes having a 50's bee bop hop thing lol and got to meet some new cool kids and Jaime Hanson was the happiest boy in the world and it was cool
P.S. Roxanne is the prettiest girl in the world
Scott's graduation party was like an retiree family reunion, i have no idea what that is but it was hysterical. I like drawing on plates and watching dogs have sex and playing video games with Rich and having shopping addictions (AND WANTING TO KILL PEOPLE) with Nicole and thinking Eric is so much cooler than his brother. lol Then we spent the night in Clockwork tatoos and sang from the bottom of our lungs to glassjaw smashed up against eachother <3 love it.
Gwen's "my parents arent home so Im gonna F up my house party" lol would have been nice if I didnt show up so late like an idiot and got to talk to her more. Im going to miss her the year and like we said, I dont have to worry about anything getting in the way again, I like that.
Mike Montag is funny. and a lesbian- fuck where are my eggs? lol
Dan Graf is the shit.
He really is, I mean, me and dan have always been friends through other people, Kate at New Found Glory, Rich because he's my boyfriend, Christine because they, well... but through it all, I just feel like we've come out on top- slowly but surely hes become one of the closest people in the world to me and I dont know when it happend or how, maybe it took him being away for me to see it, but I love him man, like a brother I love that kid and always will - no matter how much he listens to Eminem and curses because of it lol
I talked to Erich on the phone tonight, for like a split second but I honestly thought it would never happen again and he was right, about everything he said, and I just wish I got a few more words in...
you always think about those things later though ya know? I used to try keeping notes when I would talk to Keith on the phone, like what I wanted to accomplish in each conversation, things to remember to say and stuff, but that never worked, you lose sight of lists and to do's when the only thing you can think about is how hard your heart is pounding- i love my friends too much.