May 18, 2004 17:15
If it seems like I've been in some kind of hiding, because it feels like that to me, I'm really not. Its just that, its me and Hanna right until until whenever.
See, let me explain. Brijit is a dancer. Not THAT kind of dancer either. She's a trained professional dancer who has done some stuff off-broadway. Well, she finally got the big shot at Broadway and left me and Hanna behind. We could have gone with her, but Brijit didn't want to disrupt Hanna.
So I've been spending every waking moment trying to entertain my 2 year old daughter. Its hard work, but I'm grateful for the distraction. We do lots of silly little things like go shopping, have lunch out, go see kiddie movies together, and yes, sometimes we play with dolls.
Being with Hanna has helped me forgot about all the things I'm constantly thinking about or worrying about. Its hard not to when she's always on the go.
The two of us will probably go see Brijit soon in New York before we meet up with her parents for vacation. Which, in case anyone was wondering, will be in the beginning of July. After that, who knows? I definitely want to go home to Alberta to see my family.
I sound really depressing don't I? Like someone died or something. Not true. Sorry, I'll liven it up a little bit.
Hey Maltby? You're not alone. A few days ago, before Brij left, she agreed I would look good in a dress and then Hanna wanted to put makeup on me. That's not funny ya know.
Anyway, Hanna wants me to tell you all that she says hi and that she wants me to make her dinner. She's a demanding two year old.