I can't smile....
...I want to, but I can't.
I don't have some "Uhhh, I can't smile" disorder...It's just...Hard for me to.
Despite what I hold in my hands..Her wonderous heart,
I sill can't find it upon myself to smile.
I hate this, I hate it, I hate it.
School is almost over, and during the summer I might move back to England....Hmn, great..What do I tell her now.?[Iunno]
I'm glad this isn't some, "Dear...Diary" thing because it would be completely stupid. It's like...Taking a gun to my head and :*Blam blam*
I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do.
Honestly, I don't even know if I have feelings for another girl. If I do, I'm going to drop the ball immediately. I don't want to be in a situation like that. This is a bugger, and it makes me want to go insane.[Only derived from the fact that I AM insane]
I can use some help but it wouldn't work. A..temporary "I can do this, but not really" feeling.
This is bad, this is crazy, this is insane...I am confused.
I don't have some "Uhhh, I can't smile" disorder...It's just...Hard for me to.
Despite what I hold in my hands..Her wonderous heart,
I sill can't find it upon myself to smile.
I hate this, I hate it, I hate it.
School is almost over, and during the summer I might move back to England....Hmn, great..What do I tell her now.?[Iunno]
I'm glad this isn't some, "Dear...Diary" thing because it would be completely stupid. It's like...Taking a gun to my head and :*Blam blam*
I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do.
Honestly, I don't even know if I have feelings for another girl. If I do, I'm going to drop the ball immediately. I don't want to be in a situation like that. This is a bugger, and it makes me want to go insane.[Only derived from the fact that I AM insane]
I can use some help but it wouldn't work. A..temporary "I can do this, but not really" feeling.
This is bad, this is crazy, this is insane...I am confused.