Oi. Oi. Oi.
Waking up to nosebleeds is not easy.
Having an eyesight that comes and goes is not easy.
Having hearing out of your right ear only is not easy.
Having a temper is not easy. But atleast I can control it.
Just, why does it happen everytime? When I change-Im alone? It doesnt work that way.
"Ah, nah, im rappin' 'cuz I can.
Everytime somethin' happens, the time is wrong.
I'll be damned if another will get in my way.
Independent. Only the beginning
I set my pride down, Im put back together.
Who am I? Who am I but myself?
Carve my mistakes. Blow up the sky with regrets.
What if I wanted to fight for yu? Let yu go and blow the embers away?
Im only waiting for yu to recover a mistake, a life long mistake.
Yu left me, and yu told me yu weren;t coming back.
Nothin',nothin's wrong with me, Im a perfect puppet in yur eyes.
I tried to be someone else for yu, and yu didn't accept it.
I finalized who I am.
So this is for yu, my first love.
We always wished time would go by slowly, and let us live in our moments.
But it always was in a damn hurry.
But when yu killed me inside, I wished for time to jump lightyears, instead; time decided to take it time."
-Rome
I live my life knowing yu wont come back, just another fuckin' promise yu broke.
Yu told me yu'd never leave. Yu told me yu would be happy with me and only me, forever.
Yu say yu procrastinate, yu say procrastination is a curse. Yu just use it to yur advantage.
Yu say yur a people pleaser, but yu only please yurself...yur a martyre....and I believed yu.
Yu say that we might be meant for each other. That we might find our love again.
Yu only broke me down.
But I grew up. I finally did what was right.
You thought you were hurt, which is quite humorous to me.
In fact, it was quite selfish of you to think as you did at the end of our last school year together.
My grandfather died, and you ended up being a complete bitch. You eventually made it revolve around you. Why I didnt turn to YOU, why I didnt talk to YOU, why YOU felt so useless. Im sick of YOUR bullshit.
i can write on this for hours. "Ranting," and "bitching" and "complaining."
But I'll wait for you to get off your ass so I can say it all to your face
This is gonna be a long post. But I'll update it everyday..almost:)
Having an eyesight that comes and goes is not easy.
Having hearing out of your right ear only is not easy.
Having a temper is not easy. But atleast I can control it.
Just, why does it happen everytime? When I change-Im alone? It doesnt work that way.
"Ah, nah, im rappin' 'cuz I can.
Everytime somethin' happens, the time is wrong.
I'll be damned if another will get in my way.
Independent. Only the beginning
I set my pride down, Im put back together.
Who am I? Who am I but myself?
Carve my mistakes. Blow up the sky with regrets.
What if I wanted to fight for yu? Let yu go and blow the embers away?
Im only waiting for yu to recover a mistake, a life long mistake.
Yu left me, and yu told me yu weren;t coming back.
Nothin',nothin's wrong with me, Im a perfect puppet in yur eyes.
I tried to be someone else for yu, and yu didn't accept it.
I finalized who I am.
So this is for yu, my first love.
We always wished time would go by slowly, and let us live in our moments.
But it always was in a damn hurry.
But when yu killed me inside, I wished for time to jump lightyears, instead; time decided to take it time."
-Rome
I live my life knowing yu wont come back, just another fuckin' promise yu broke.
Yu told me yu'd never leave. Yu told me yu would be happy with me and only me, forever.
Yu say yu procrastinate, yu say procrastination is a curse. Yu just use it to yur advantage.
Yu say yur a people pleaser, but yu only please yurself...yur a martyre....and I believed yu.
Yu say that we might be meant for each other. That we might find our love again.
Yu only broke me down.
But I grew up. I finally did what was right.
You thought you were hurt, which is quite humorous to me.
In fact, it was quite selfish of you to think as you did at the end of our last school year together.
My grandfather died, and you ended up being a complete bitch. You eventually made it revolve around you. Why I didnt turn to YOU, why I didnt talk to YOU, why YOU felt so useless. Im sick of YOUR bullshit.
i can write on this for hours. "Ranting," and "bitching" and "complaining."
But I'll wait for you to get off your ass so I can say it all to your face
This is gonna be a long post. But I'll update it everyday..almost:)