and i can make it on my own...
im way too lazy to go a fucking courten with some guy... ah its better than jumping right into the bed with him though. i wonder if i inored him would he show me the same attention he used to. its not like it was, i mean before we left. it feels pointless now. like i can get pulled away by anything! and honestly I dont want that! this is soooo freaking high school, maybe i should call one of the highschool kids i know and they could help me... heheheh DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmmmmm maybe if glo does talk to him we can get all this shit out on the table you kno w what im saying! hahahahah wanna know something funny! we have to do a discussion peiece on valentines day... k mack is doing how she loves it... me.. im doing how its a major tool of the fucking devil! it should be glorious! fuck romance who has time for that shit! it would be nice if it was happening to me though... but i feel like romance is too nerve racking! you have to be all overly creative and shit! makes me sick... and the sappy shit gets on my nerves and i hate pink! ^_^