no really
why do you even bother. you whine and you wont get what you want, you cry you wont get what you want. doesnt take much does it... to make you happy I mean. You are too too easy to please little girl, just theright amount of attention and affection and you are hooked. I'll never get why I do this too myself. I need to stay I ce like. that way it all just rolls off me. its as if it never happened. its just a tone of voice, a look in the face. its painful. but like the trooper that i am and the solgier i will never be i take it and move on to the next thing. you may think i am trying too hard, but thats not true. this is just me doing me. maybe i should keep doing me and not care what he say or does. wait until i am in my room alone and cry it out all by myself. it wont be so bad. I guess.