So in these crazy times
I am always the one people go to to have a problem solved... if they need something done i do it. So what do i do when i NEED some advice. Im not as open as some people. My best friend is in love with me. And I am playing dumb like I dont know. But I like him too, we dont want to ruin it so what the hell do I do? Should I deprive my self from what I deserve, a good guy. Something that I have been hanging on for when I didnt have to?I feel like an idiot! I know he noticese me and hes just about everything I want. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr but what if it doesnt work. We are both great about making up but I can never see myself hurting him. Its bad enuff I hurt Sirr but you know thats still on my sould... by the way his baby is due soon... (and damn you glo for being able to figure all this out... just assume.. dont ask b/c i will just lie to you)anyway. he has something big going on in his life right now so there is no need to stress him out with with a new thing like changing our relationship from friend to lovers... yeah weird... i know right. but other than that... stuff is great! life is pretty good... im cutting some stuf close but eh thats how i am ... im good under stress! ^_^