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I went tanning, got my nails done then went to the gym.
Afterwards I ran up to the mall and replaced my green contacts.
While in the mall I went to try some clothes on. I. Look. Bad.
My stomach is huge. like giant. :( it's horrible.
While trying clothes on and failing, I heard thunder. My cue to go.
It was a violent storm.
I did not wait it out like the other people I walked right out into it.
Brave.
I sat in my car, soaking wet and waited till I could just see to drive.
Then I drove - to the ramp to exit the mall, only to find I was trapped by rising water.
I had to go forward. It was past my doors and my car was drifting. It was pretty scary.
Flash flood.
All the way.
And I made it out okay, the road was covered. But I made an error driving home that caused my breakdown. I drove past the street his mom lives on--- I felt sick immediately knowing he's down there, in a house, some random house, his mom's house, and not with me. I peered down the street enough to see his car, her house, and I cried all the way home.
Next time I need to remind myself to go another way.
Therapy tonight.
I'm sick over this.
Afterwards I ran up to the mall and replaced my green contacts.
While in the mall I went to try some clothes on. I. Look. Bad.
My stomach is huge. like giant. :( it's horrible.
While trying clothes on and failing, I heard thunder. My cue to go.
It was a violent storm.
I did not wait it out like the other people I walked right out into it.
Brave.
I sat in my car, soaking wet and waited till I could just see to drive.
Then I drove - to the ramp to exit the mall, only to find I was trapped by rising water.
I had to go forward. It was past my doors and my car was drifting. It was pretty scary.
Flash flood.
All the way.
And I made it out okay, the road was covered. But I made an error driving home that caused my breakdown. I drove past the street his mom lives on--- I felt sick immediately knowing he's down there, in a house, some random house, his mom's house, and not with me. I peered down the street enough to see his car, her house, and I cried all the way home.
Next time I need to remind myself to go another way.
Therapy tonight.
I'm sick over this.