meds and college

[rayvanna]

So I went to the doctor last week. I've gone back on medication. He's told me that it's not a failing and that if the panic is getting bad enough that it's debilitating then I do need the help. I've been on them a week and I'm already feeling a bit calmer. I'm not sure how much of that is a placebo effect though. I'm back to clinical practice tonight and I'm feeling rather nervous about it. Mainly because I'm going to have a different supervisor this year and I'm not sure how well I'll be able to deal with her. However I'm not panicing and I feel that this is a major achievement.

This year is going to go well and I am going to get through it and be an awesome therapist. This is going to be my mantra this year I think.