..........
the repercussions werent as bad as i thought they would be.
but i couldnt look my dad in the eye the whole day.
couldnt be in the same room without trying to hide from him.
which made me feel terrible.
like i was condemning my soul to a seemingly endless torture.
...
later this evening, we talked for a while.
just got some things out in the open.
you know, one of those type of conversations.
and now, its like things are back to normal.... well, as normal as they can be.
but i couldnt look my dad in the eye the whole day.
couldnt be in the same room without trying to hide from him.
which made me feel terrible.
like i was condemning my soul to a seemingly endless torture.
...
later this evening, we talked for a while.
just got some things out in the open.
you know, one of those type of conversations.
and now, its like things are back to normal.... well, as normal as they can be.