horrible, just horrible

[rayth023]

i dont feel too well
why? you ask?
because of work
i work from 6 to 5
but i worked 17 hours straight yesterday (two 45 min breaks for lunch and 2nd lunch)
i didnt get home until 1130 last night
and my job isnt really the easiest in the world
especially for someone who doesnt express their feelings easily
someone like me
the stress i get from the stupidity of these people is starting to affect me
i can actually feel my blood pressure rising
i actually feel unhealthy
i actually feel like im going to explode at any second
i just want to yell
i just want to tell some of these assholes off
i just want to punch something
i just want to destroy
get it out of my system
but i cant
i dont want to offend anyone
thats my problem
....
my home situation doesnt help anything either
neither does the fact that i might be gone in march
...