I wish that I could get high, but when I'm high, I wish I wouldn't get high...
So Christmas was good, Charleston and Boston were good, having my older friends home for break was fun though demanding, and the new semester is pretty sweet because I get to come home for 3 1/2 hours a day.
I guess things are going well, but I feel kind of useless anyway. I'm getting tired of being everybody's best friend, but all of my friends are sad enough as it is. For the first time in my life I prefer being alone to being with people, but how do you explain that to people who desperately want to get away from themselves?
I'm taking a break from smoking weed, I've decided. I didn't smoke for 2 1/2 days earlier this week and I got a lot of reading done and I felt pretty good.
I finally have the internet again, as you may have noticed, which is also good.
I'm gonna go excercise, another thing I've started doing. It sucks, I don't recommend it.
I'm not one for fagtarded emo LJ posts, but I guess I felt like writing an honest update on myself somewhere.
There's always Baby Ethan...
I guess things are going well, but I feel kind of useless anyway. I'm getting tired of being everybody's best friend, but all of my friends are sad enough as it is. For the first time in my life I prefer being alone to being with people, but how do you explain that to people who desperately want to get away from themselves?
I'm taking a break from smoking weed, I've decided. I didn't smoke for 2 1/2 days earlier this week and I got a lot of reading done and I felt pretty good.
I finally have the internet again, as you may have noticed, which is also good.
I'm gonna go excercise, another thing I've started doing. It sucks, I don't recommend it.
I'm not one for fagtarded emo LJ posts, but I guess I felt like writing an honest update on myself somewhere.
There's always Baby Ethan...
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