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Yeah...
Its 12:45...
and i still cant sleep...
I still feel horrible...
I mean sure people helped for a little while but now i feel bad again.
Its like i have temporary happiness and then im back down again.
I mean i try to look on the bright side ya no
Like y should i be sad?
I have awesome friends that i love and that love me.
My grades are acctually good!
School is getting easier and i can acctually concentrate.
My parents r looseing up on me.
And ive been having alot of fun lately just being myself and people except me that way.
But then i think about that one thing all over again and i just feel bad.
Its like the suckage over comes my happy moments.
I try not to seem down tho becuz i need to be strong and happy for some people
And i rly dont want to annoy people by being all emo and stuff
So i try to forget it but its hard.
The good thing is, is that im not the only one that feels bad sometimes.
I just want to say thanks to my husband and to william becuz u guys were rly sweet tonight <3
Well im off to make another attempt to sleep lol if not i can always turn my lap top back on and myspace lol
Sweet dreams <33
Its 12:45...
and i still cant sleep...
I still feel horrible...
I mean sure people helped for a little while but now i feel bad again.
Its like i have temporary happiness and then im back down again.
I mean i try to look on the bright side ya no
Like y should i be sad?
I have awesome friends that i love and that love me.
My grades are acctually good!
School is getting easier and i can acctually concentrate.
My parents r looseing up on me.
And ive been having alot of fun lately just being myself and people except me that way.
But then i think about that one thing all over again and i just feel bad.
Its like the suckage over comes my happy moments.
I try not to seem down tho becuz i need to be strong and happy for some people
And i rly dont want to annoy people by being all emo and stuff
So i try to forget it but its hard.
The good thing is, is that im not the only one that feels bad sometimes.
I just want to say thanks to my husband and to william becuz u guys were rly sweet tonight <3
Well im off to make another attempt to sleep lol if not i can always turn my lap top back on and myspace lol
Sweet dreams <33