suicide
have you ever felt like just finishing it all ive been contomplating this the last couple days is my life realy as bad as i think it is or am i dreaming i mean i cant find a girl cant find a job allmost all my friends are bacstabbing whores who are only after me for my money or my abilities no one wants to just hang or go drink a beer they all have the most pressing issue of there life to deal with every day i dont understand how it happened when i lived in orlando it was so much easier id come down once maybee twice a week and just hang and my friends would be happy to see me but all the sudden i dont have money flying from my pockets and they scatter like roaches when the lights come on you cant survive in a town like vero with no money orlando yea you go downtown and hit the free drink bars and go home here no there is no such thing well i guess i got a little off topic but whatever