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Well I have been thinking about friends, family, relationships, and a trillon other things these past couple days.
Sunday a hand full of us went to Chipis house, and we sat by the fire and watched some movie with hot Irish guys. I picked Krista up from her house, and we drove to Chipis. We just listened to music and talked about Christmas, it was really nice.
I was invited back over to Chipis yesterday and today, but he lives amazingly far. I tried to explain to Thomas, but I don't think that he fully understood. My grandparents are coming into town today, and I am actually really excited. I asked Thomas today why we always go to Chipis house, and Thomas told me how I live to far for people to just come over last minute.
That broke my heart, even though I understood what he was saying.
It all goes back to my sweet 16. Don't get me wrong I had an amazing time, but a chunk of the people who really matter to me couldn't go, they said I live to far. That kills me. I would drive to the moon and back for all of them, and I feel if they truly wanted to come, they would have found a way. Chipi lives a good 35 minutes away, and everything I go to his house, I don't complain, cause I know I'll be hanging out with people who I love.
I planned on having a bon fire next friday, but I am having second thoughts. I'm to afraid it will be to inconvient for people to come. I rather cancel it now, before the only person who shows up is my sister.
Saturday is Nicoles annual Christmas Eve party, and I am utterly excited. She has been having these parties since we were around 8, and we still have them, even after she moved. Its a jolly old time and we spend the night chasing Jakes hot friends are trying to sneak liguor.
4 days until Christmas <3
Sunday a hand full of us went to Chipis house, and we sat by the fire and watched some movie with hot Irish guys. I picked Krista up from her house, and we drove to Chipis. We just listened to music and talked about Christmas, it was really nice.
I was invited back over to Chipis yesterday and today, but he lives amazingly far. I tried to explain to Thomas, but I don't think that he fully understood. My grandparents are coming into town today, and I am actually really excited. I asked Thomas today why we always go to Chipis house, and Thomas told me how I live to far for people to just come over last minute.
That broke my heart, even though I understood what he was saying.
It all goes back to my sweet 16. Don't get me wrong I had an amazing time, but a chunk of the people who really matter to me couldn't go, they said I live to far. That kills me. I would drive to the moon and back for all of them, and I feel if they truly wanted to come, they would have found a way. Chipi lives a good 35 minutes away, and everything I go to his house, I don't complain, cause I know I'll be hanging out with people who I love.
I planned on having a bon fire next friday, but I am having second thoughts. I'm to afraid it will be to inconvient for people to come. I rather cancel it now, before the only person who shows up is my sister.
Saturday is Nicoles annual Christmas Eve party, and I am utterly excited. She has been having these parties since we were around 8, and we still have them, even after she moved. Its a jolly old time and we spend the night chasing Jakes hot friends are trying to sneak liguor.
4 days until Christmas <3