Honey Moon

Dec 05, 2007 17:10

Raw nerves chew hungrily inside my skin.
Almost like little snakes and mice crawling around my veins.
I try to steady myself
But all I can do is keep falling.
A modern alice.
Gravel is tearing my flesh as I try to slow down,
To stop myself.
If I hit the bottom.
When I hit the bottom,
All that will be left
Is dried bones and eye sockets.

Ugh. I am so dead feeling. Yesterday our beloved guinea pig Hershey died. Which, I am sad to say, had little affect on me. I felt like a heartless monster, unable to cry at that. [sighs] And then I stayed home from school because I couldn't drag myself out of bed until there was only an hour left until classes were done anyways. I felt bad. So I went around Spruceland to take some photos of the wintery-ness of the world. Gack, I basically froze myself while trying to do so. And now I can't get my computer to recognize I am trying to upload stuff. It's so frusterating! And just now the phone rang saying I didn't attend school? Alright, WHAT THE HELL? It never does this! Why now? Gah, school sucks...it's so boring except for the students. >_< And my parents don't make home the most habitable zone in the planet. They are so...GAH! AREKLAWJER Ohkay, Elizabeth, calm...calm.....calm.

Good. Tomorrow is school. Yes.
I cannot wait until I'm eighteen.
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Liz!

regret, anger, school, sleep, management, poem

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