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i'm thinking seriously about quitting my job.
not the photography work, but the retail.
i find myself increasingly feeling cruddy and something in that building makes my allergies act up.
the work its self is fine, i enjoy it
but the people suck, management on down and the stress affects my blood sugar horribly and leaves me tired and un-energetic in the evenings
the man seems to support me on this decision, he knows it affects me negatively
so i am seriously thinking about it
just returned from a week on the Gulf. i felt really good that entire week, despite being in a crowded condo. i've come back serene and content within myself and full of dreams, hopes and excitement. that's a good feeling and i cling to it, even as work seems to be trying to beat it out of me.
i wonder if it would be a good idea to take a break
not the photography work, but the retail.
i find myself increasingly feeling cruddy and something in that building makes my allergies act up.
the work its self is fine, i enjoy it
but the people suck, management on down and the stress affects my blood sugar horribly and leaves me tired and un-energetic in the evenings
the man seems to support me on this decision, he knows it affects me negatively
so i am seriously thinking about it
just returned from a week on the Gulf. i felt really good that entire week, despite being in a crowded condo. i've come back serene and content within myself and full of dreams, hopes and excitement. that's a good feeling and i cling to it, even as work seems to be trying to beat it out of me.
i wonder if it would be a good idea to take a break